there's a point in life, where you have to make a decision that can change your path, and there's no way to scape it.
you end up feeling like you have the world upon your shoulders, feeling that it's too much responsibility for you to handle, feeling lost, feeling confused, insecure, broken inside, just fucked up.
it's the worst feeling in the world, to feel that you're not capable to take care of your own destiny.
i feel that i don't belong nowhere. I'm full of questions, my soul hurts.